Only a few weeks of this semester left

 There are only a few weeks of the semester left and I feel like counting down the days until it is over.  This semester has been hard on me for some reason.  I think it's a combination of working full time, going to class and trying to run a household by myself.  It's just getting to me and raising my stress levels. I just need some time to destress and refocus my energies.  Energy?  What's that?  LOL

The class I'm in right now, in particular, keeps making me anxious and depressed. Not constantly, but those feelings are popping up a lot more in the last few weeks than I've had in the last year.  Not only am I frustrated that this class is based around an animated movie which makes me feel like we're being babysat (by the way, Up really is a good film. I'm just being difficult), I am so tired of all of these personal reflection questions we have to respond to and write one-page papers on.  I'm not in class right now to think about my personal life. Yes, I know that I should but I'm so tired of it.

It is weighing me down right now.  It is causing me to lose focus and drive. I know that there are things in my life that I need to work on but I am so tired of constantly being reminded of it.  Mainly it's because there is not time for me to improve on anything right now.  Sorry, I'm either working or in class or trying to keep my home from not looking like Miss Havisham's. And it's really affecting me. That is one of the reasons I am taking the summer off.  I have no business trying to help others improve the quality of their lives when I'm being reminded constantly how poor quality my own is.  And I'm going to class to be made to feel this way?!  It's very frustrating.

I know it will get better.  It's just in the meantime that it sucks.

That is all.