With everything that has gone on over the last month....and it's a lot....i have decided to make some changes for the better. i am determined to conquer my smoking habit by the end of the year. That gives me roughly a month. Easier said than done, i know, but it's time and frankly, i have too much going for me to remain a slave to my addiction.
Yesterday, i completed my first day of harm reduction. i have searched many methods to quit smoking and i think that this is going to be the one that works best for me. i will eventually transition over to the patch as well but this is how i am starting. i cannot quit cold turkey simply because i do not want my body to go into shock, which is a distinct possibility. So, this is going to work for me come hell or high water!
With harm reduction, i have to let a certain amount of time pass in between cigarettes. You'd be surprised how many i can go through without thinking about it, so this works for me. And, i can keep track of the time with an alarm on my phone. Mid day, i increase the amount of time between cigarettes. Then, the next day i begin with the last amount of time from the previous day. It may seem a little OCD, but i need that kind of structure if i am going to succeed at this.
The hardest part is going to be first thing in the morning. i get up around 5:30, start the coffee going, feed the kitty and have a cigarette on the porch. Every day. i'm going to have to definitely change this routine so that smoking is not one of the first things that i do each day. That is really going to be tough for me, but i can do it. Who knows? Maybe i'll start actually eating breakfast each day. We shall see!
Anyway, this is one of my changes and i am happy about it. i will be checking in here from time to time with updates. Wish me luck!
Cheers!
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