Tuesday, November 13, 2012

sticking to my path

feeling better after a few weeks of avoiding the internet chat sites where i have profiles and such.  However, i realize that as i start to feel better, i start creeping back to these sites and sitting at the computer for too long and wasting time with only frustration to show for it.  So, i gotta remember the purpose of what i'm doing is to get back to the real me, not encouraging the fake one online.

Sometimes all it takes is a phone call to pull me back into reality.  Even though my phone was dying last night, i talked to one of my best friends in the world for awhile.  i love those conversations where it seems like no time at all has passed.  And we did have to cut our call shorter than i'd like because my low battery kept signaling me, it was great to feel human again LOL  To know that i can carry on an actual conversation and that sometimes people really do need me...that was a good feeling.  i must find more of that!

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