i've finally come to accept the fact that i'm more of a loner than a social person. i come by it naturally, my dad is the same way. My mom wasn't tho, and it seems that the older i get the more like my dad i become. And that's not a bad thing at all.
For a while now, i've been beating myself up for not having a social life. i honestly thought that there was something wrong with me and that's why hardly anyone ever wanted to hang out (there are a few exceptions to that of course). It made social media very hard. Seeing people that i know doing things together, going places, eating out, etc....all the time i'm sitting at home on FB to watch all of it LOL But, now i realize that that is ok. i actually prefer staying at home and trying, note i said trying, to get things done. It's nice to be in my own space and spending time with Michael and Squirt. i will especially miss the time with Squirt once school starts.
However, this doesn't mean i want to be a hermit. i still enjoy entertaining and plan to do more. i'm just no longer going to pressure myself into being something i'm not because i think it will make people like me. People already like me and i must remember that. So, there you go.
Cheers!
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