it's been awhile

I keep forgetting that one of the reasons of blogging was to get into the routine of doing it every day. I'm not good at that. One more thing I need to work on!

Let's see, where to begin. I've fallen off the non smoking wagon, but am going to get back on it tonight. Work is work, it's a job and they haven't fired me yet. Just spent a week with my family and that was good once I settled into it.

Smoking. I have to quit. It's very hard, especially if you have an addictive personality like I do. Vices such as this can be fatal. I just have to make up my mind to do it before it's too late. Of course, there's a part of me that fears that it's already too late. Sometimes I wish I could be visited by 3 ghosts during the night ala scrooge and wake up in the morning and all would be right with the world. I know that's not the way it works, but I'm going to keep my fingers crossed. I've been having some physical issues which I know are smoking related. I'm going to the dr's this week to have everything checked out. I'd like to be able to say I'm confident it's nothing and everything will be fine, but facts are facts. I may have waited too late. Hell, you look your symptoms up on WebMD and you pretty much have a death sentence. Oh, well. Whatever happens, happens. I will face it and work thru it. Luckily that's one aspect of both my parents that surfaces from time to time.

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Oh well. Not much else here to report. I promise that I'll come up with something more interesting soon!

Bob