thought for the day

Yes, i realize that i'm the only one that can make my life change.  i do know that, so kudos to me LOL  i just can't have unrealistic expectations that my life will change overnight...unless i win the lottery which would be just fine by me.

So, i'm going to start making some changes at home.  And by that, i mean, the way our house looks.  i love our house and it'd be great if we could buy it one day as i do not plan on moving anytime soon.  However, the way we keep house is not satisfactory.  i'd like to totally blame Michael for it, but we both play equal parts in the blame.  

i came home today and even though the house isn't a total wreck, it's seen better days.  My problem is keeping up with it.  i'll do something once then not do it again for another month or so. i have to stop doing that and stay on top of things. i know, from experience, my life, my work, my sanity is all much better if i'm in a clean space, everything put in its place.  And i cannot do it all by myself, so i'm going to have to push Michael into some things, but that'll be good for him.

Having said that, i realize that i also have too much stuff and it is really weighing down on my spirit.  So, it's really time for me to start cleaning and cleaning out.  It will be good for me in the long run.  Say a prayer LOL