i'm just not a spur of the moment kind of person. i wish i was. Mainly i wish i was because i keep forgetting that i'm not and then i get disappointed when i try to do things spontaneously and they don't work out. i just do better when things are planned out in advance. Yes, that's more boring, but that is the hand life has dealt me.
i sometimes wonder when i stopped doing things like that. Just calling someone up and doing something. Or having someone call me and doing something. It just doesn't happen really anymore. i think once i had to start paying bills on my own, that carefree part of me, what little there was, just disappeared. i do miss taking impromptu trips, or just going to see a movie or have dinner, just because it was something to do. Oh well LOL
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