As the sun comes up on this third day of February, i find myself just ok LOL i am just not as excited about school this semester as i was last semester. i know that part of it is that the newness of it all has worn off. But, also the classes i am taking this semester seem to be more complicated and that is making it tougher for me. It is really going to be a test of my management skills to get through it all. i know i can do it, i just do not feel very motivated at this time! So, i have to get myself motivated.
Some days i think that i should lean on my acting training. Hell, i should at least benefit from all of the learning i did back in the day. Maybe i just need to play a character that is excited about school. Do my packing (John Gulley term) and figure out what kind of person i want to play. If i do it enough, maybe it will start to sink in and infuse those characteristics into my daily life. Who knows, but at least it is worth a shot.
i will get there, one way or another. i just have to accept the frustrations i am dealing with and make sure that i also give myself time. Looking at the big picture helps. i have a goal, now i must obtain it. In the past, i have been so bad about giving up half way through something...a repeated pattern in my life....that it is time for me to finally break this pattern. i have obligations and promises to keep. i know i can do this.
Time to get excited now!
Cheers!
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