the only time i fear dying in my sleep is when i take a nap
i know this is a strange one, but it's the truth. i cannot really explain why i feel this way. i haven't always been afraid of dying that way, but over the past few years, this feeling has crept into my psyche. Part of it is, even tho i'm tired, when i go to take a nap, i'm very aware of my body slowing down...feeling my heart rate drop as my body relaxes...and it kind of freaks me out. and i have known a few people socially that did actually die while taking a nap. Usually had a heart attack. And ever since my Dad's had heart problems and his doctor told me i needed to be careful, i've been very paranoid about it.
Still, this doesn't keep me from taking naps...i just don't always wake up as refreshed as i'd like to....oh well
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