it's been a very up and down past few days. i finally came to the realization on Friday that i've been extremely depressed for the past few weeks and didn't really acknowledge it until now. Friday night i had a break down of sorts and let a lot of things out that i'd kept bottled up for the past few weeks. On the one hand, i'm glad that i finally got things out. On the other hand, i'm disappointed that i let them bottle up inside me. Oh well. Saturday was much better and today will be even better.
i just need to regain control over my life. i've never been good at that, being in control of things concerning myself. But, it's time i learned to do that. i'm going to be starting classes in one week and this transition has been scary. i've got a lot to learn about college in the digital age and i hope i can keep up. We shall see. Lately, i've just let too many things and too many excuses get in the way of my well being and that has got to stop. If it doesn't, it'll kill me.....literally. So, now it is time to devise a plan for myself and make myself adhere to it. Keep your fingers crossed!
Cheers
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