Sunday, April 10, 2016

thought for the day

For some reason, i am lethargic today.  It feels as if everything is moving in slow motion for me and i am not sure why.  This past week definitely had its ups and downs.  In the end, i think that everything has turned out alright, but for some reason today i am stressed and unmotivated.

The rally last Sunday was, overall, quite exciting.  It was wonderful to see my community come together in support against HB2.  But, it was also very disheartening to see such hatred within the community.  There was supposed to be a class next week on transgender and what it means.  But, because there was only one person of color on the panel, all hell broke loose and the class has been cancelled.  i had already made up my mind not attend because of all of the hateful comments on the event's Facebook page, but it really sucks that it got cancelled because people's feelings of hatred towards one another within the trans community escalated so quickly.  Oh well.

And, as far as school goes, i have been dealing with issues concerning my GPA.  Everything is under control and i will be moving forward as i had hoped to be.  Still, it made for a very stressful week.  And now, as the semester is coming to an end, there is much to do.  i still have not mastered the art of starting assignments as soon as possible, so it will be a stressful time as far as that is concerned.  But, the end result will definitely be worth it.

i think, today, i am going to get myself out of this funk.  Maybe do a little role playing and be someone else today.  me, but someone else.  Taking the qualities that i strive for a incorporating them into my life today.  Maybe they'll stick around.  We shall see.

Cheers

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