Priorities

 I sometimes feel like my head is spinning and I'm trying to go one hundred different directions at the same time.  I think it's because I have a lot on my plate these days, which is odd considering I don't have much of a life outside of work and school.  But it still feels like there is a lot going on.  

In trying to figure out what comes next in life, and this goes back to my blog about my degree, I really need to look at what I want to prioritize in my life.  And, honestly, I'm not sure what that is right now.  There are lots of things to choose from.  I'm not going to exclude anything from my list of priorities because you know I love lists LOL But I want to figure out where they all line up.  Do I put the personal over the professional?  This would help me be more of a confident person in general and fill the gaps in my social connections.  Do I put the professional first?  This would help to increase my earnings, hopefully and widen my network connections.  Do I put the education first?  Do I finish the degree just so I can have it wrapped up and done with?  I'm not sure yet.

I have a spring break coming up and I may take that week to really examine my list of priorities.  I think that if I try to do it now, my head will explode.  Maybe I can go ahead and begin putting pen to paper and listing the different areas I want to focus on.  That won't be too intrusive as I work and take class.  We shall see.  All I know is it's time to figure out what I want and in what order.  When my relationship ended, a friend of mine who had been through a divorce said to me that this is the time to be selfish and take care of you.  So I'm going to be selfish for my own gains and make some positive emotional changes.

That is all.