I need to take back control over my house. Over the last few months, since Christmas, it's pretty much been a huge mess. It is in complete disarray. There are piles of stuff everywhere. It is not like I have been living in filth or anything, just chaos. And, because of that, I am really feeling isolated more than normal. Now, I am not one to have friends over much, for many reasons, but the house being in the condition that it's in is definitely one reason I don't at the present time.
Providing a nice home has always been high on my list. However, that is one reason that I am in the situation that I am in currently. I focused on that too much. Oh, well. Still, it's part of who I am and I have let that slip. I need to reignite that desire and get my house in order. Even as I write this, I am sitting in a room full of piles and boxes and it is driving me crazy. My dining room table and buffet are covered in stuff. I want that to go away so that I can use them again. I'm so tired of eating all of my meals in my bedroom. I do that because that's where my television is currently and I don't want to eat at the computer LOL
So, this weekend I am going to work on getting things back in order. I think that I have not been doing it because it's one of the reasons I am single again. I need to embrace that part of my life again just on the off chance that I have someone stop by to hang out. I need both of those things in my life. It may take awhile to get back to that, but I will do it. I will feel better, for sure.
That is all.
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