It's Election Day! Why am I not excited about it?

 

And today is election day!  I hope you all get out and vote today if you haven't voted already. If you decide not to vote, that's your decision too. I wish you would, but I don't condemn you if you don't.  Sometimes it's just the way things go.

Every time I go to vote, I'm always reminded of going with my parents to vote when I was a child.  I don't remember how many polling stations there were in Monroe when I was growing up but they always voted at the same place.  On Sunset Ave., beside the Methodist church, was the Boy Scout Hut.  I don't know if it's still there or not, but it was a small building and that's where they voted.  I remember the parking lot always being full of signs.  When I was very young and couldn't be left out in the car, I would go in and stand beside Mom or Dad as they voted.  Back then, they had curtained off areas for privacy.  I don't think that's done anymore either LOL  Still, I remember going in with them and watching it all.

As a child, I couldn't wait until I was old enough to go into that booth on my own and vote.  I looked forward to that.  Now, as an adult, not so much.  I vote, I just don't enjoy it.  I don't do it out of a sense of pride or, for that matter, a sense of duty.  These days I pretty much just vote so that I can tell people I voted and don't have to get any slack for it.  Another reason I don't mind if someone chooses to sit out an election here or there.  It's very taxing on the soul.  At least, it is on my soul.

I don't really care who you vote for, as long as you are making an educated choice.  I'm a registered Democrat but I'm not a stupid Democrat.  I rarely vote straight party ticket because I do my homework.  You have to these days.  The political ads almost never tell you what a candidate has actually done that's positive, but what their opposing candidate has done that's negative.  I don't learn anything that way.  It just frustrates me and that's why I have to research.  

But, I did it.  I voted.  I got my sticker.  I got my pen.  It's in God's hands now.  And, no, despite what some people think, God is neither Democrat or Republican.  I will hopefully survive whatever the results are.  After all, what other choice do I have?

That is all.

Quote of the week

 True True!

Softly and Tenderly - Dolly Parton, Emmylou Harris, Linda Ronstadt

 My gateway to my spirituality is through music. It always has been and it's an important part of my life.  This is one of my favorite hymns by three amazing artists!  Enjoy!

Looking ahead to Christmas decor

 Now that it's November, it's time for me to start thinking about decorating for the holidays.  I know that some people say it's too early, but not for me.  I don't necessarily think that I will put out decorations right now, but it is time to start figuring things out.  But, in order to put stuff out, I have to continue to clean things out and make space for stuff.

95% of my decorations are out in the garage.  There are SO MANY boxes of decorations out there LOL  What I would like to do, both as I'm bringing them out and putting them away after the holidays, is get them organized better and more condensed.  I know that I should put like items together so it will be easier for me to locate.  That would be convenient!  But there are also lots of broken things that just need to go.  Most of the time they get put back in the box, not out of sentimentality, but out of convenience.  I just think I'll deal with it later.  Let's get it in the box and back on the shelf.  This year, I need to NOT to that and get everything sorted properly.

It's going to be a rainy day today, so I may start on that out in the garage.  I may not.  Depends on my homework situation LOL  Still, I may work inside making more space and doing more Goodwill donations.  We shall see.  Either way, Christmas decorating is on my brain and will be for awhile.  And as much as I love Christmas, that's a good thing.

That is all.

Recipe of the Week - Easy Homemade Croutons

 The other day I had planned on having Caesar salad with dinner.  I had everything I needed but croutons.  So, on my way home from work I stopped by the neighborhood grocery store to pick some up.  This is a great little store but it doesn't always have what I'm looking for.  Apparently, croutons are on that list as well.  I went up and down every aisle looking in any section they may possibly be and couldn't find any.  There was a long line at the register so I didn't want to bother the clerk.  Well, I stood in the aisle and pulled out my phone and looked up how to make them.  It's not hard at all and I had all of the ingredients at home so that's what I did.  We both loved them.  And they smelled amazing cooking!  I will definitely make them again!

Easy Homemade Croutons

1/3 cup extra virgin olive oil

2 Tbsp grated parmesan cheese

1 Tsp dried parsley

1/2 Tsp garlic powder

1/2 Tsp dried oregano

1/4 Tsp salt

1/4 Tsp pepper

1/4 Tsp dried thyme

4 cups cubed bread*

Preheat oven to 375.  Combine all ingredients except bread in a bowl.  Add the bread and toss to coat, making sure all of the mixture is soaked up by the bread.  Spread in an even layer on a baking sheet.  Bake 10-15 minutes, stirring once halfway through, until golden brown.

*I used plain white sandwich bread because that is what I had on hand, but any bread should do fine.  This worked great!

Enjoy!

In Buddy's Eyes - Barbara Cooke

 I was listening to a podcast this morning and the subject was Sondheim.  They were discussing their favorite lyrics of his and one of the guys said his was this song's lyrics.  It's been stuck in my head all morning.  I love Barbara's rendition.  She really nails it!  Enjoy!

Student Life the 3rd Time Around - 2 classes at one time is not cutting it

 Taking 2 online classes while working full time may not sound like much to some people, but let me tell you, it's a whole lot for me to try and achieve.  And it's too late to change it, so I have to do what I can to get through.  Michael keeps reminding me that it doesn't have to be perfect, I just need to pass.  While, of course, I want to do well in the classes, my standards are slowly lowering because now I just want to pass and move on.  I wish I could say that I care about these classes right now, but I don't.  The stress is too taxing for someone my age...or any age of someone who works full time and has a home life.

That's the point of this little tirade today.  When I looked for a graduate program, I knew that it needed to be online because I need to work.  I can't live off of student loans again.  It's just not feasible.  This program was described as being designed for people like me...an adult who works full time and has other things going on.  At least, I try to have other things going on but work and school often interfere with that LOL  Still, even when I met with my advisor, there was lots of talk about how this is designed for working adults.  Oh, really?

One of my classes, to be honest, is just TOO MUCH.  The instructor is trying to cover way too much material in the 7 weeks we have of this class.  It should be broken down into 2 sections, which is totally possible.  That way, I might actually retain what I'm trying to learn.  As it is, I am simply regurgitating what I am reading.  Nothing more.  I can't tell you what we even looked at yesterday much less last week.  This week, I have 4 writing assignments due by Sunday.  3 of them are "group" work.  My group is only 2 people and that puts extreme pressure on both of us.  Luckily, my partner is pretty amazing but there is so much stress because her grade depends on me.  I am having to put aside the work in this class and my other class that is mine alone because I don't want to ruin her grades.  That's not fair to either of us.

Which is another problem.  This class is not designed for a full time student who is taking other courses at the same time.  It simply is not.  Now, you can spout all day at me about time management, blah blah blah.  But I spend almost all of my free time sitting in the front of the computer.  You can say that I signed up for this.  True, but if I'm not learning anything that defeats the purpose.  It's just frustrating.  So, so frustrating.  Oh, well.  Say a prayer for me that I get through the next 24 hours.  I've got way too much on my plate.

That is all

Quote of the Week

 Here it is Wednesday and I've got so much to do between now and Sunday.  I just need some good words to guide me!

Quote of the Week

 I needed a quote to inspire me for a day of homework ahead!  This should do it!

When answering the phone all day isn't enough

I want to start off by saying that I don't hate my job.  But, the truth of the matter is that I'm just no making enough money to make ends meet right now.  Yes, I'm in school right now to get a master's degree that will hopefully help me to get a dream job one day, but at this moment, I really think it's time to take a chance and find something that pays more than what I am making right now.

I have been thinking about looking outside of senior living for something else.  Don't get me wrong, I love working in senior living and that is where I want my career path to be.  I have made some wonderful connections in my job.  I just sat there today at work and realized that I can't put anymore of myself into what I'm doing for what I'm making.  When you live paycheck to paycheck, it makes you think and often change your priorities.  Also the fact that I'm taking a class on financial longevity has made me rethink so many things.  I have never been good at saving, but it is never too late to start.  It's just that I don't have anything left in my paycheck to save.  And I want to go for a time and not worry about how I'm going to buy groceries or can I afford to fill my gas tank up at least a third of the way?  It weighs on me and frankly it's driving me crazy.

So, I'm going to seriously start looking for something.  There are lots of places hiring for good incomes.  I have a great work ethic and am actually a very hard worker.  I need to look at my resume and get that updated.  That will be a good place to start.  I'll keep you posted.

That is all. 

The Dining Room Table

 One day, we'll have a home of our own.  Just like my parents had.  Just like my brother has.  Just like my Grandmother had.  It's a bucket list item for me.  To have a place of my very own that I can grow old (or older) in.  And one of the things that is on my list of things for a house is a dining room.  Not a dining area mind you, but a dining room.  Currently, we have a dining area and it is completely fine.  I just prefer an actual room, with doors and such.  I realize that in today's world, people prefer open floor plans.  Thank you every show on HGTV for that!  But I do not.  

But that desire brings me to my dining room table.  I love my dining room table.  It's solid cherry.  It can comfortable seat 8 people when the leaf is in.  It is a piece of Henredon furniture.  Grandmother acquired it in the 60's I believe.  I only say that because I've seen pictures of Mom as a teenager in the dining room and it's a different table.  

Grandmother got this table from a friend of hers who sold furniture.  I don't know if he sold Henredon exclusively or not.  But she got this table very cheap.  It has a manufacture flaw.  When the table does not have the leaf in it, it is flush.  When the leaf is put in, it is slightly offline.  Henredon would not sell this at the regular full price and she got it for a song.  I don't mind the flaw.  I think it gives it character and uniqueness.

The chairs she purchased at Belk's in Charlotte.  They just happened to be the same color cherry as the table and she was excited to get them.  She and Mom did the red needlepoint for the seats.  Grandmother also had her china cabinet and buffet restained to match the table.  I have had many glorious meals at this table and I fully intend to have many more.  You all know I love to set a nice table and entertain.  I come by it naturally.

So, one day we will get our house and I will have my dining room.  And you can rest assured that this table will be the centerpiece of that.  It's not particularly grand, but it's family and I will use it for as long as I can.  So ends today's episode of "Around the House."

Recipe of the week - Congo Squares

 

Conga Squares were a staple of my childhood.  Mom made them quiet often and I love them.  I had not made them in a few years and decided to make some this weekend.  Usually, I have all of the ingredients on hand, which is convenient.  They make a full pan, so they are perfect for sharing with friends!  

Congo Squares

1 8oz box of light brown sugar

2 sticks of margarine, melted

3 eggs, beaten

2&3/4 cups all purpose flour

2&1/2 tsp salt

1 cup chopped nuts

1 packaged chocolate chips

1 tsp vanilla

Melt margarine.  Mix with sugar in large bowl.  Stir in eggs.  Add dry ingredients.  Stir in nuts, chocolate chips and vanilla.  Pour into 9x13 baking pan.  Bake at 350 for about 30-40 minutes or until a cake tester comes out clean.  Let cool then cut into squares.

Enjoy!

Taking some time for myself

 I am working some on refocusing my priorities in life.  As I face each day, with all I have going on, I am realizing that I need change some of my priorities so that my life has more meaning to me.  Even though I work full time and am in school online full time, I am recognizing that I need to take time for myself.  It's important.  One of the things I got from my social work degree is how vital self care is to all of us. Actually, way back in the day, my theatre professors also touted this.  Personal days were a godsend.  

Last Thursday, after work, I just decided that I was done for the day.  I did not want to think about work or school.  And I didn't.  Michael encouraged this as well for my own mental health.  And it was a great evening.  We went for a walk, had dinner and watched tv.  Just general relaxing.  Of course, I did feel guilty the next morning because I wasn't being "productive".  Michael talked me down off that ledge!

Looking back, it was one of the best things I could have done for myself.  We only have one life and I need to stop and smell the roses from time to time.  If I don't, life will pass me by and I will not have experienced some of the simple pleasures.  I tend to get so focused on what is at hand that I do not pay attention to what is going on around me.  And it feels nice to just take a moment or a night to breathe and just be.

Hopefully, I will have another night or two like that this week.  Well, I will have at least one because I'm going to make myself do that.  It's good for me and I need to be better for myself.

That is all.

Come Love Come - Rhiannon Giddens

 I was listening to an old episode of Fresh Air this morning with an interview of Rhiannon Giddens.  She's a wonderful musician and extremely talented.  She also happens to be the daughter of a friend of mine, so I decided to listen to her interview.  This was the first thing played and it's incredible.  It's based on a slave narrative, as are all of the songs on this album.  Very powerful!  And I'd suggest going back and listening to her interview!

Quote of the Week

 Each Monday is a new beginning for me.  My life is full of new beginnings.  I don't always see them through, but it's comforting knowing they're there!

Starting to tackle the garage in earnest

 Yesterday afternoon, we started really working on things in the garage.  It's taken a long time to get to this point, but we did finally get started.  And while there are different piles still around the garage, I can tell there is some progress.  Our trash can and recycling bin are full to overflowing now.  Hope they will make it til trash pickup on Tuesday!

It's a process that I just need to do it.  Don't hesitate, just do it.  It's the only way I'll get through this because I'm too sentimental and tend to waffle on stuff.  If I just make myself say "keeping it" or "getting rid of it" without asking any questions, it's a lot easier for me.  And I do feel better after it's done letting go of things.  

Now, I will hopefully get the Goodwill pile loaded into the car today.  That's about all I can do with it today since I have school work to get done.  I wish I could do more, but hopefully I can get out there throughout the week and keep chipping away at it.  We shall see.

Now, time to take some deep breaths and have some coffee.  That is all.

A Prayer for Guidance

 No doubt, I always need guidance.  Don't we all LOL  As I was reading different prayers, I came across this one.  It was not what I was looking for but I connected with it.  With all of my thoughts lately about the people in my life and the people I want to be in my life, this just fit.

Student Life the 3rd Time Around - New classes already?

 Where does the time go?  Whew!  It's going by quickly.  Well, my first class has come and gone.  Happily I can report that I did pretty well in it.  So, maybe I'm smarter than I give myself credit. Who knows!  But any kind of theory does not make for an easy class.  Still, my group projects went well...we had a wonderful group...and my papers got great feedback.  All in all, I am very pleased so far.

We were on fall break at the beginning of this week.  I worked, of course, to celebrate my days off haha!  Now I'm back to it already with not one but two classes.  This is truly going to be an exercise in time management.  I really hope that I do not get overwhelmed but we shall see.  These classes will hopefully not be as difficult as theory.  One is on research methods and the other is on financing longevity.  I have a paper due tomorrow and another one due on Sunday.  Good times!

I am going to take this challenge and run with it.  I have to discipline myself to get this work done and look at the big picture:  graduating as a full time student on time so that I can use this degree (Let's hope!)  I know I can, it's just a question of balance, which has never been my forte'.  I know, in my heart, that it will be fine because I don't give myself enough credit.  I just have to convince my brain of that LOL  As for now, I'm going to finish up my coffee and start working on my first paper of the week.  

That is all.

I Don't Want To Know - Angela Lansbury

 Angela Lansbury had a wonderful voice and gave us many exciting songs both in theatre and in film.  This is one my favorites of hers from Dear World.  She won her 2nd Tony for this short lived show that few people saw.  Jerry Herman's score is wonderful and I think the book is work redoing for a revival.  Enjoy!

Bacon Ranch Pasta Salad

 This is one of those classic pasta salads that almost everyone has a recipe for.  This is mine!  Even though it's a great side for cookouts and picnics, I enjoy it all year round.  Hope you do too!

Bacon Ranch Pasta Salad

1 16 oz box of shell pasta

1 cup shredded cheese

1 cup bacon bits

1/2 bag frozen peas

1/2 cup ranch dressing

1/2 cup mayo

Cook pasta according to directions.  Drain and allow to come to room temp.  While the pasta is cooking, rinse frozen peas until they thaw.  Combine the ranch dressing and mayo.  Pour over pasta in a large bowl.  Add cheese, bacon and peas and combine really well.  Chill for several hours before serving.

You can use any short pasta of your choice.  You may need more or less of the dressing/mayo mixture depending on your taste.  I like enough to just coat the pasta.

Enjoy!

Quote of the day

 A few weeks ago, I wrote about reconnecting with people and I seriously mean that.  I need to stop waiting to do that before it's too late.  I have a friend who was a very important part of my life decades (wow that's a long time!) ago.  We had lost touch for a long time.  I did try to reach out and sent birthday and holiday cards and emails to the address that I had, but never heard back. I did not take it personally, I just missed her.  Yesterday, I found out that she had passed away from cancer back in July.  It really hit me hard because she was a great friend to me and we had lost touch.  It's time to stop that kind of thing.  That is all.

Asian Noodle Salad

 A few weeks back at work we had a farmer's market.  There were several local vendors there and, as always, I spent too much money LOL  But one of the vendors sold sauces and dressings.  I bought one of her bottles of Ginger Sesame Dressing.  She suggested using it in a noodle salad, so I looked up a recipe online and decided to try it.  I found this one on amindfullmom.com.  I changed it a tad based on what I had in stock, but it turned out very well and I will definitely make it again!

Asian Noodle Salad

1 box thin spaghetti noodles

1 broccoli crown, chopped

1 cup shredded carrots

1 red pepper, thinly sliced

2 green onions, sliced

1/2 cup sesame ginger dressing

sesame seeds

Bring a pot of water to a boil and cook pasta according to directions. While the pasta is cooking, chop your vegetables.  Once the noodles are cooked, drain in colander but do not rinse the noodles.  In a large bowl, combine pasta and dressing.  Allow the pasta to come to room temperature, about 15 of 20 minutes before adding the vegetables.  Toss to combine.  Chill in refrigerator for at least one hour before serving.  Sprinkle with sesame seeds before serving.

The original recipe called for 3 cups of broccoli slaw mix, but I had the individual ingredients on hand so I used that instead.

I fried up some thinly sliced beef to serve on top of the salad and it was great!  Enjoy!

Working on Records

 

This week, I decided to work on thinning out my record collection.  Now, I love listening to records and I do it just about every day!  But, I simply have too many of them.  There's not room for all of them on the record shelves and I end up, like with books, with stacks of records throughout the house.  While I love them, it's just simply too many.  I love collecting them, but I just need to make room for other things.  When we go to the used record store, it becomes a problem because the kinds of records I buy are normally all less than $1 so I'll walk out of the store with a stack of 30 or so records most likely.  And while I love the thrill of the hunt, it's getting out of hand LOL

So, this week, I went through all of the records and pulled out the ones that I can let go of.  Now, we're talking about close to 400 records so this was no small task.  Still, it was easier than I thought.  And I did have a few criteria for keeping records.

Is it a Christmas album?  Yes, I'm going to keep those.  No questions asked.

Is it a family record?  Same.  Going to keep those.

Do I love it enough to listen to it again?  If I do, I will hold onto to it....at least for now.

Am I keeping it simply because I like the album cover?  In this case, if it's the cover I prefer over the record itself, I will let it go.

Is it valuable?  I have a few that I think are worth something.  Again, not a huge amount, but enough to warrant holding on to.

So, now I do have stacks of records around the house still.  But these stacks are on their way out of the house.  Hopefully within the next few weeks or so.  Admittedly it feels good to make changes like this. It's nice to see the floor space again LOL  Now, I just have to get the protective sleeves off of the ones I'm getting rid of so I can reuse.  Whew!  So ends today's episode of Around the House.

That is all.

People - Barbra Streisand

 This show has been revived this year on Broadway and this is one of my favorite songs from the score.  The words are really touching and meaningful if you truly listen to them.  Enjoy!

Job 11:13

 I am far from feeling hopeless these days and that's a good place to be in.  I'm not always there.  Still, I am constantly seeking hope and things that make me hopeful.  Hope is a comfort to me and without it, life can be very bleak.  So, here's hoping today is full of hope for everyone!

Student Life the 3rd Time Around - My First Class is Coming to an End

 It's an exciting prospect to know that I am almost finished with my first course as a grad student.  Whew!  One more paper, which I'm working on, and I'm done.  Luckily, we do have a few days' extension because of the storm, but I'm hoping to get it finished asap.  Still, it has been a wonderful class and I have enjoyed myself, despite my frustrations with technology.

So far, my only complaint with the online course is that I wish we had more time to explore more of the theories we've been studying.  Theory is a hard class, but I have learned a great deal about them.  And I have found many of the them that relate to me.  Interesting!  I have also really appreciated the group work that we've done.  I have never been a huge fan of group work, but I lucked out with the group I'm in.  We've worked well together and I look forward to working with each of them in the future.

I'm going to be very interested to see how the 2nd half of the semester goes.  I will be in two classes then, so let's hope it doesn't kill me.  But, one of the great things about this program and degree tract is that I can slow down if I feel the need to.  I have five years to finish once I start.  I don't anticipate it taking five years, thought.  I am hoping that I will be able to remain full time and finish next December or so.  Still, it's nice to have that option if I need it.

So, as long as I don't completely screw up this paper, I should be in pretty good standing.  Thank you to all who have encouraged me through this process and helped me when I needed it.  I really appreciate that!  Now, it's time to have some lunch and get back to writing my paper.

That is all.

Autumn Leaves - Roger Williams

 

Now that it's the first day of October and fall is officially underway, I wanted to listen to this classic piano tune by Roger Williams.  Enjoy!

Working on Books

 

As we are slowly decluttering our house, I have been thinning out my books.  Now, let me first say that I love books.....who'd have thought that, right?  I enjoy reading now.  I didn't always, but as an adult, I really love it.  But I have too many books.  Plain and simple.  Part of that is because we will go to Ed McKay's and I'll peruse the cheap book section and walk out of there with a basketful of books.  And there's nothing wrong with that at all.  But I've reached the point where I have stacks of books all over the house and that just has to change.

As I'm going through the books, I'm forming a list of criteria on which to base whether I keep it or let it go.  It's not absolute, but it's helping me in the process.  

1.  Is it a family heirloom?  I have a good many books that I inherited from Grandmother and her sisters.  I keep a lot of them, but have let some go as well.  Nothing that I was too emotionally connected to.  The ones I keep mean a lot because I feel like I have a piece of family history in my bookcase.

2.  Was is a special gift from someone?  These are generally books I'll keep because not only were they gifts, but someone was thinking of me when they got it for me.  Especially if they have inscribed it.

3.  Will I read it again?  This is a tough one because often I'll say, yes, I'll read that again one day.  But when I was going through books the other day, I really stopped and asked myself if I would read it again or not.  And there were a few times that I waivered but decided that if I wanted to really reread it and I didn't have it anymore, that's what the library is for (which I need to support and don't)

4.  Is it a valuable book?  I don't have many that are considered valuable and if they are valuable, it's nothing astronomical.  I have a few antique sets of books which probably have a little value, so I'll hold onto them.  Otherwise, since I probably bought them for a quarter, I can let it go.

5.  Do I have a place for it?  I specifically have 3 places where books should be:  the stack bookcase in the living room, the bookcase in the office and the top half of the secretary.  Now, I'm not including cookbooks in this blog because that's a different story all together.  And, no, I don't have a good place for them either!!  The bookcase in the office has one shelf of books and 3 shelves of records...of course LOL  So, that's another area I'm working on.

Still, I love books and will continue to read them and purchase them, I just need to be more particular of what I'm buying.  That way, I don't end up with stacks of books everywhere.  I can handle that.  So ends today's episode of Around The House

When one challenge helps another

 It's interesting how one challenge helps the other....unintentionally LOL  I've been doing better lately about drinking more water. In the end, it's not as hard as I thought it would be.  Not that I thought it was this humongous task, but still it wasn't embedded in my daily routine.  However, my meds are helping me to drink more water.  Several of the meds that I take are diuretics, which increase the passing of urine. Delightful, no?  So, I go to the bathroom a lot more than I used to.  Ah, the joys of middle age!

In an effort not to dehydrate myself, I'm definitely taking in my daily allotment of water, sometimes more.  And, of course, I'm going to the bathroom more.  It's a vicious cycle.  Often, early in the morning (or the middle of the night), I will go to the bathroom and it's as if my bladder is completely full and I'm like where is this coming from?  Drives me crazy.

So, taking my meds is helping me with my water challenge.  It's not the most pleasant reason why, but hey, I'll take it.  

That is all.

Writing a paper

 I am currently in the beginning stages of writing my 2nd paper as a graduate student.  The first one was fairly well received, overall.  This one, I'm having a difficult time getting started.  Earlier in the semester, we each did a gerontology career exploration. Now we have to take that exploration and apply one of the theories we have studied to it.  Seems simple enough, right?

Well, anytime I write anything it seems that I spend hours staring at the blank page...just waiting to put the first words on the page.  I wouldn't call it writer's block because I have so many ideas swirling around in my head.  I just find it hard to get those first words to get me going.  Once I do that, I'm pretty good to go.  And, usually, those first words I started with end up getting majorly edited or altogether deleted.  Ah, well.

I have to keep telling myself not to make this harder than it needs to be.  Once I can convince myself of that, the words usually start flowing like lava.  It's just a matter of getting to that point.  I have found my anchor theory for the paper, which is good.  Now, it's simply time to write...and rewrite...and proofread...and rewrite...and proofread again.  Seems like a never ending process.

But I can do this.  I'm a good writer.  I just need to believe in my abilities.

That is all.

When I Survey the Wondrous Cross

Starting my Wednesday off with this beautiful arrangement by Gilbert Martin of the hymn When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.  We sang this several times when I was in youth choir at FBC Monroe.  I've always thought it a wonderful song and enjoyed singing it.  Not only beautiful, but the words are profound and thoughtful...just what I need to guide me today.  That is all.

You may need to watch in on Youtube so you can turn up the volume LOL
 

Quote of the Week

 As life seems to be passing by quicker and quicker each day, and I get busier and busier with work and school, I often stop and think about how I miss so many people that were once such a huge part of my life.  And it's not because they are not in my life anymore, just time and circumstance often drift people apart for one reason or another.  I believe that it is time to make the time to reignite some of these old friendships and discover new ones along the way.  One day, I want people to say about me what Charlotte says to Wilbur.  That is all.

The Continuing Adventures of Just a Waiter - Our PVB'S

 We have a set of principles, values and beliefs that we recite every day at work:

"We are committed to exemplary service, delivered with integrity, dignity and passion. Our communities for seniors are distinguished by warm, secure and friendly environments.  We will enhance each resident's lifestyle by responding immediately to residents' needs and concerns, offering high quality, creatively designed programs, encouraging independence, promoting a sense of community and friendship.  We the staff are committed to teamwork, being professional, open communication, fostering a learning environment, continuous improvement, profitability.  We live by a standard of conduct which encompasses honesty, accountability, personal development and a passion for excellence."

Every day at work, this is spoken.  And I take it to heart.  Every day. I hate the days when I don't live up to this expectation.  I feel like those are few and far between for me, but it still happens.  I once worked a day when I did not "openly communicate" and it could have ended disastrously.  I was so overwrought with guilt that I took my leader aside and told her.  Luckily, everything turned out alright but it was a scary few days.  I think these are more than just words.  And I feel lucky that most of the people I work with feel the same way.

Also, it is my personal goal to teach everyone I work with that "exemplorary" is NOT a word LOL

That is all.

This scripture fits

 I have felt this a lot over this past week but I've gotten through it!  Let's hope that keeps going!

Daily Challenge - Taking pills

 

As hard as it may sound, I have been having a difficult time getting into the habit of taking my daily pills. Yes, I know that they've been prescribed to me for my own benefit, but sometimes that's not always enough to get me to do it.  And it isn't as if I don't want to take them, I just am simply not in the habit.  

I have gotten myself a new pill box.  One side is for morning, the other is for night time.  I have been taking my morning pills for about 2 years now.  And I don't always remember to take them.  I have an alarm notification set to remind me to take them, but some days I just swipe by it and turn it off.  It's just reflex.  

And now I've got medicines that I need to take at night.  Mainly I take it at night to sleep through most of the side effects LOL  But I don't always remember to take them.  So, I've got an alarm notification set for that one too!

Basically, I just need to get into the routine of taking the pills.  It's not that hard and once I get more into the habit of it, I'll do it without even thinking.  In the meantime, it's the thinking that's the hard part LOL  Wish me luck!

That is all.

Donating to Goodwill

 Yesterday after work, I dropped off a load of stuff at Goodwill.  In an attempt to really begin to make room in the garage, I loaded up a bunch of boxes full of things that I will never use.  They were full of things that I thought one day I would sell, either online or in a shop (pipe dream).  But, sometimes priorities change and you have to change with them.  And that's fine.  Right now, my focus in life is on other things and I simply don't have the time to get all of that together for sale.

But, now at least there is a little more room in the garage!  And there is also a sense of satisfaction in letting go of things that don't serve a purpose in your life right now.  There were lots of fun things in the boxes and they will eventually go to good homes of their own.  It made me think back to all of the times Grandmother and I went Goodwill and thrift store shopping. We almost always came away with a fun treasure or two.  I still have most of those and will keep them.  But the randomly collected things that are simply taking up space...it was time for them to go and I'm ok with that.  It is time for them to become someone else's treasure, someone else's memory.  And that makes me happy.

Now, my goal is to not buy more random stuff to put in its place.  That will be hard for me because I do love a bargain...even if I can't afford it LOL  But I am determined to show some self control and keep the space as free as possible.  I do like it better when things are neater and not as cluttered.  We'll see how that goes.  Hopefully this weekend I can get another load of stuff put together for Goodwill.  Send your good energy my way!  This ends another episode of Around The House!

Recipe of the Week - Cheesy Portobello Dip

 The grocery store around the corner from us almost always has Portobello mushrooms and I always try to buy them when they're on sale.  I've cooked them sever different ways, baking them and sauteing them.  But I wanted to try something different, so I thought I would surf the internet for a good appetizer recipe.  Now, I have no interest in stuffing mushrooms.  I love eating them but don't really want to make them.  I came across this recipe for a dip and gave it a try.  I have made it many times and I was surprised to see that I had not put it on here yet.  I hope you enjoy!  This is Michael's favorite of the dips that I make!

Cheesy Portobello Dip

3 Tbsp butter

1 onion, minced

3 Portobello mushrooms, diced very finely

2 tsp worcestershire sauce

1 tsp hot sauce

1 8 oz package cream cheese

3 Tbsp heavy cream*

salt, to taste

3/4 cup shredded cheddar cheese

Melt butter in a saucepan on medium heat.  Add onions and Portobellos.  Saute until they are caramelized.  Reduce heat to low.  Add the worcestershire, hot sauce, cream cheese, heavy cream and salt.  Stir until the cream cheese is smooth and creamy.  Stir in the cheddar cheese until melted and smooth.

Serve with tortilla chips or crackers.  I like it best served warm.

*If you don't have heavy cream, half & half works fine!

Someone Else's Story - Judy Kuhn

 Chess is a very problematic show that has had many,  many rewrites.  The time I saw it in Charlotte, the script was a combination of about 5 different scripts.  Still, it was an entertaining evening. But the score, written by the 2 gentlemen from ABBA, is always fun to listen to.  I bought the CD before I saw the show and this song really stuck out to me.  Judy Kuhn's take on it is very haunting and I really love it.  Enjoy!

Quote of the Week

 As I get ready, literally, to go out to the garage and decide on things that need to be elsewhere, I'm taking this quote with me!

Recipe of the Week - Pork Chops in Ginger Cream Sauce

 

This recipe has been on a card in my recipe box for a long time.  I know that I have made it before but for the life of you I can't remember when.  Michael could not remember having it either.  So, I decided I would make it and see how we liked it.  And yes, we did like it.  It's fairly easy and will make a nice addition to my regular menus.  Hope you enjoy!

Pork Chops in Ginger Cream Sauce

3/4 Cup all purpose flour

1 tsp salt

1/2 tsp pepper

6-8 boneless pork chops

2 Tbsp cooking oil

1 can cream of mushroom soup

2/3 cup chicken broth

1/2 tsp ground ginger

1/4 tsp dried rosemary

8 oz sour cream

1 can french fried onions

Preheat oven to 300.  Combine flour, salt and pepper.  Dredge chops in flour mixture.  Heat oil in a pan and sear the pork until browned on each side.  Place the pork in a single layer in a casserole dish.  Combine soup, broth, ginger, rosemary and half of the sour cream.  Pour over the chops.  Sprinkle with half of the onions.  Cover with foil and bake for 20 minutes.  After 20 minutes, stir the remaining sour cream into the sauce and top with the remaining onions.  Return to the oven, uncovered this time, for an additional 10 minutes.  

I served this over jasmine rice and that was lovely!  I also used Trader Joe's french fried onions and they're delicious and not as salty as other brands.

Enjoy!

The Cobalt Candlesticks

 These candlesticks were made by the Imperial Glass Company in the 1930's.  They came in many different colors such as cobalt, clear, milk, green, amber, yellow and light blue.  They are double candle holders with a rope design.  They are not the most valuable collectible out there and you can get a pair very reasonably priced.  But I love these and keep them out all year.

I found these way back in the 80's at Grandmother's house.  She was always gracious enough to let me explore anything I wanted to in her house.  I loved the adventure of it and as I was doing home inventories at the time, I was also getting something accomplished!  Anyway, I found these in the back of one of the cabinets in the buffet.  I had never seen them before and I thought they were beautiful.  She told me I could have them if I wanted them.  Of course, I wanted them.  What 14 year old boy doesn't want a pair of vintage cobalt candlesticks?  I know, right!

They were wedding presents to her and my grandfather in 1933.  So, I at least had a date to begin with.  And through research I learned who made them and all of the different colors they came in.  I think cobalt is just a beautiful color of glass.  I move these around the house from place to place.  Right now, they are on the dining room table.  I love to put them somewhere where the light will hit them and the cobalt color really shines.  It's breathtaking.  

While they are not technically antiques yet, I still absolutely love them.  And being family pieces makes them all the more special.  One day I will pass them on to one of my nieces.  I hope one of them likes blue!  And so ends this week's episode of Around The House.

That is all

Student Life the 3rd Time Around - Letting the work filter into my brain

 I am now more than halfway through my first class as a graduate student.  I never really thought that would be something I would ever say, but I'm proud that I can say it!  It's definitely been filled with challenges, but I'm not paying money to be bored.  And bored I am not!  Let's hope this enthusiasm continues...at least until the end of the semester.  

One of the things I am relearning is that when I get frustrated with the material, I need to let it stew for awhile.  I don't want to dwell on the material and overwhelm myself, as I am usually in an overwhelmed state already, but I simply need to physically walk away from the book or the online work and just think about it.  I need to let it sink in, consciously and subconsciously.  Then, when I come back to it, I usually have a better grasp on what I read.

This happened to me today.  Last night, I read my assigned chapter and got totally frustrated.  In this unit, we are studying sociological theories of aging.  The online material has been wonderful and I have really connected with it so far.  Then, I started reading the chapter that was assigned to my group.  Ours is about sociological theories of work and retirement.   I had in my head that it was going to read like the online material.  Wrong!  It was mostly 15 pages of finances, business and economics with a little government policy thrown in for good measure.  The language of finance is not something I am familiar with and it was very dense and foreign to me.  I believe there may have been 10 sentences in the entire chapter in which I actually knew what every word meant.  I really needed Google Translate!

I was in quite a state of frustration before bed last night, but I was done with the reading and let it go.  Of course, I didn't sleep well....a combination of dreams and leg cramps.  So by the time I got up this morning, I was far from rested.  And I spent a good day at work worrying about how I was going to get through this next group assignment when I didn't have a clue what was being talked about.  Still, certain words and phrases from the chapter kept infiltrating my brain throughout the day and by the time I sat down tonight to write my answers to the chapter questions, I was able to give, at least in my opinion, decent responses.  Several times it actually sounded like I knew what I was talking about!

Letting the chapter soak in over a period of 24 hours allowed me to glean what information I found important from it.  Whether or not it was the correct information, I still was able to do my best with my assignment.  I'm happy with that progress.

That is all.

Getting more water in my body

 

This week, I'm going to bring my daily challenge focus back to water.  I definitely get more water on a daily basis than I used to, but it's still probably not enough.  I carry a water bottle with me to work every day.  It's 32 ounces.  On a good day, I go through at least 2 of those while I'm at work.  It makes me less hungry during the day and seems to keep my energy level up.  I end up in the bathroom pretty often, but still, I'm drinking more water!

My doctor suggested that I try to go for 96 ounces of water a day.  I've only done that a few times.  It may not seem like a lot, but it is.  Of course, it helps if I have done any form of exercise that day.  But, more often than not, that is not the case....another day, another blog LOL  Still, trying to get 3 of those bottles in each day is a goal.

I have made myself a rule that, other than my morning coffee, I can't have anything besides water to drink until I have had at least 2 of my water bottles.  Normally, that is a rule that I can stick to.  Some Fridays, though, I do treat myself to something else to drink at lunch...but not always.  Anyway, I feel better when I drink water and this week my goal is get back on track with that.  We shall see!

The Lonely Goatherd

 I've been watching some documentaries on the film version of The Sound of Music.  Of course, it's one of my favorite movies of all time and holds special memories for me.  Kids today will never understand the thrill of having to wait for the movie to be shown on tv once a year.  And even with so much of the movie edited down for time, it was still magical.  A yearly experience that I always shared with Mom.  This was one of our favorites scenes and it still is for me.  I would love to have this puppet show!  Enjoy!

Student Life the 3rd Time Around - Learning the ways of the computer

One of the challenges that I'm facing being a student again is technology.  Technology and I don't always get along.  I really don't have anything against computers.  They serve a purpose and they have their moments of being quite convenient for things.  But I don't live by my computer.  And there's nothing wrong with people that do, it's just not me.  So, there are lots of things I don't know how to do yet. 

Now, having said that, once I learn something on the computer I'm usually pretty good to go.  I may have to practice a few times, but all in all once I'm shown how to do something, I retain that information.  With all of my classes being online, the computer is the major tool of my education, so I need to embrace and use it to the best of my abilities.  It's my abilities that are the issue LOL

In the last 4 weeks, I have become that student that annoys everyone.  I'm always asking questions about how things work.  I know that my professor cringes when she sees my name pop up on email because chances are I'm asking her how something works on the computer.  I have actually figured a few things out on my own, but most of the time I have to ask someone.

A lot of the issue lies in my anxiety.  I am so afraid that I've missed something that I panic.  I haven't missed anything yet, but I sure have felt that fear.  Sometimes things are worded in such a way that I could take it several ways and I naturally take it the more difficult way.  I will get it all figured out.  I'm actually really enjoying learning the computer techniques.  And I knew this was going to challenge me when I signed up for this.  It just gets frustrating sometimes.  And 9 times out of 10, if I just "right click" on something, chances are the answer will be right there!

Now, I need to make sure my school computer is plugged in so that I don't freak out!

You Needed Me - Anne Murray

 I haven't posted an Anne song in awhile.  This is one of my favorites.  I just love her voice, always have, always will.  Enjoy!

Daily Challenge Update

 It's been awhile since I discussed my daily challenges.  Like most things in life, there are good days with them and bad days with them.  I have realized, though, that just because I label it a daily challenge that does not mean that everything has to be done every day.  I would like it to happen that way, but it is not just realistic.  Any of my posts about time management will help you to understand that!

I have been drinking more water, that's for sure.  I carry a 32 oz water bottle with me every day to work.  My goal is to drink at least 3 of those every day.  Sometimes it works, sometimes not.  I do, however, make it a rule that I need to drink at least 2 of those bottles before I treat myself to something else like iced tea or a soda.  I'm not including coffee in that list because I need that first thing in the morning LOL

Exercise and walking has been hit and miss.  For awhile, I was getting up every day and walking some.  I did feel better but after vacation, that just kind of died down.  Sometimes I will go walking after work with Michael and our friend Chris, but often I'm spending my time doing homework, so I need to make some time, even if it's just 15 minutes a day, to do something physical. I just need to tell myself that walking the halls at work does not count LOL

I only write about one letter a week.  I wish I did more, but alas, not so much.  I do keep my appearance neat and clean each day, so that's been one that has worked out well.  Basically, there are lots of things I am continuing to work on.  Putting some priority on those in order to balance my life will be beneficial.  It will happen.  I just takes time...and we all know how good I am with that!

That is all

Recipe of the Week - White Bean Dip

 I do enjoy a good dip recipe.  I found this one in an issue of "Our State" magazine and wanted to give it a try.  As a fan of white beans, this seemed like it would be something I would enjoy and I was right.  I have made it several times and Michael and I both like it.  It has a very hummus like feel to it.  Enjoy!

White Bean Dip

2 14.5oz cans of navy or cannellini beans

2 cloves of garlic, minced

juice from 1 lemon

1/2 tsp salt

2 tsp fresh rosemary, chopped or 1 tsp dried

1/4 cup olive oil

Mix all ingredients in a bowl.  Mash beans with fork, leaving a few whole.  Chill before serving.  Yields 2 cups approximately.  Goes great with Triscuits! 

I've made this both navy and cannellini beans and both work well.  If you want more whole beans in the dip, go with the cannellinis.  

Thought for the day - balance

 Now that I am back in school and also working full time, I really need to focus on the balance of home, life, school and work.  I don't want to focus too much on one thing and neglect the others.  And, admittedly, I have done that.  There are things I haven't paid as much attention to as I need to and it's time for work on that.  Overall, my life is very rich and fulfilling.  Yes, there will be more opportunities out there.  Yes, new people will come into my life.  But I am very thankful for what I have now and I need to show it more.

I already know that if I keep up with things, I feel better.  I just don't always make the time for them that I should.  And the problem truly stems from being able to blame something else. No, I didn't finish laundry because I was doing homework.  No, I didn't work on that project because I was cleaning the bathroom.  Etc, etc, etc.  Now, I'm not saying homework and cleaning the bathroom are not valid things to do, I just make too many excuses.  I think if I can really start to balance things, the excuses may still occur but might have some more validity to them.  It's hard to put into words, but it definitely makes sense in my head LOL

I need to take time to make time.  Life is too short not to soak up everything it has to offer.  But if I'm driving myself nuts and putting so much pressure on myself, I'll wake up one day and too many things will have passed by.  This is one of those moments when I know that time management is my friend.  Is there a course I can take on that?  I should look into it haha!  And I'm not saying that I will be able to get everything done.  That's not going to happen and that's ok.  I just need to spread my energy and enthusiasm to more than one thing.

I know that it is not fair to myself to compare myself to others, but I am always amazed at the example set by my parents.  They managed to work, have a home life and a social life and seemed to get it all done in due time.  And there were sacrifices made and they prioritized things, so that's what I'm really hoping to do more of to get this sense of balance that I long for.

Balance is not easy.  And whoever says it is...well, they're several steps ahead of me LOL